To make a long story short, I’d have to say that my life could be summed up in one word—Chaotic. There is just no other word that fits, and every other key word I might use stems from this one. Inside of me there has always been a battle trying to organize the chaos. Most […]
Introduction to Chaos to Peace
People have encouraged me to write a book for decades. I’ve had 100’s of ideas, but I never got around to it. I suppose life was just too chaotic to sit down and write, although I have journaled almost all of my life, so I found time somehow now didn’t I. But this project, well, […]
From Chaos to Peace
Dedication I dedicate this to all those who seek their own truth, and to those who need that truth to be seen and heard. I share this in the hope that it will not surprise anyone in the least, but if it does, try and forgive me. ~ Cait
Second Best [2007]
I’m not sure how to begin the year for my journal. I have a lot on my mind, and I’m busy [I usually am at the beginning of the year], so I should have lots to journal. But I don’t seem to be able to form a cogent thought. That drives me crazy. I like […]
Pleasure in Weeping [2006]
This Monday brings me many changes. New routines and new ways of thinking and feeling. A period of adjustment you might say. I hate change. Especially when for me, there was nothing wrong with the old way. *sigh* But change pretty much comes as certainly as the sun comes up in the East each day. […]
Censorship and the Artist [2008]
OK, this is actually going to be a rant. I am so sick of artists [all of them, music, art, film, etc] having to apologize because they cross some imaginary line. Yes, yes, I know they in fact do cross lines, but that’s what art is supposed to do, just in case you didn’t know. […]